💙 To #L💛VE

Hello my dearest ones ,

So what happens when you think you found your #TrueLove ? Yes , the one that crosses every item , every criteria in your list ? The generous , kind , caring , thoughtful , cheerful, the one that makes your day brighter , the one that thinks of a thousands ways to make your day shine brighter than already is , the one you wake up in the morning and he is there fixing your breakfast and it brings it in bed among with a flower ,how sweet is that ?  … that person that you know you can count on it no matter what, he is there to support you , lift you up and make you the center of his world … all this euphoria in just a few moments … and then … ” I love you ” … he says it out loud … wait …why don’t I  feel it too ? All this overwhelmed me… and suddenly i´m not myself anymore , all this perfection , joy , enthusiasm , happiness starts to make no more sense … I believe everything falls into place when there is chemistry , then it doesn’t really matter what the other is doing . Everything is going to fall into place , there is no good or bad , no right or wrong , there are no rules, all is marvelous and pure joy and pure happiness and blissfulness . And without that Elysium, for me is just sad … I want to live and feel what the other is feeling, that’s the most beautiful feeling in the world … to share the magic that is going on in your heart , in your soul, at the core of your being …You can waste your time trying to make things happen, or move on and know it’s not right.Don’t push something that’s not there. Don’t waste your time on something deep down you know will never happen. Whether it’s timing, chemistry, emotional unavailability, it isn’t there.It´s sad because I can’t feel it, because I don’t feel the same for the person who is truly having that amazing tingling in the stomach and butterflies ,mixed with craziness and all the stupid things we aim to do when we are in LOVE . I know you worked hard for it , but one day , dear soul , you will meet that person that will turn your world around , just as I will too. 

Womens , they don´t want nice , they want a punch in the f*cking heart  ❤

This quote gets into my mind , due to the last movie i’ve seen called 1 Night   ,I recommend it , it´s a nice movie , but make no expectations Sourire 🙂 

Thank you so much for reading my stories blondies ^_^  !

Love Gx ❤ 

 

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Sometimes you feel big and powerful ,and sometimes you feel as the smallest ,unsignificant person …

Hello dear ones ,

It´s been a while since I haven´t posted anything here on the blog ,the thing is i´ve been too busy trying to figure out something that now if i look at it ,i don´t know why i struggle so much in forcing things to happen . I was cought up into “builing ” / retaking  a relationship on a long distance ( definitly not a fan of this kind of relationships ) . A relationship that 12 years ago made a huge difference in my life , and since then my personality was build up from that “standards” . I don´t think it was the right and most happy relationship , but as anything in life has his up´s and down´s this was not going to be perfect either. So here I am cought up ,and all confused . What is normal for the couples in long distance relationship to talk ,either text or call ? Show apreciation ,love and be caring ? I don´t know if it´s just me or the feeling that I have, but there is something that it tells my gut that something is not just right . And we women have the 6st sence that when something is not right , then it´s not . I´ve been puting so much energy and faith and love into this that it doesnt seem that it comes from the other side also , it feels like i´m in this alone and it shouldn´t . It´s a long story ,and complicated , i will try to take a break from it to clear my mind and my thoughts, meanwhile i will try to get back on track with my videos ,tutorials and specially this Blog  . I leave you know with a quote that i read and really resonate with me , hope you like it . quote

Thank you so much for reading my story and you will hear from me soon :*

Love Gx